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Youth's After Party

by Lola Sage

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1.
Romance 02:46
Smells like sex and blood in here I say a prayer for all the victims of romance You took a chance, a game of roulette Now is not the time But I'll never keep you from it, never stand in your way 'Cause you can never keep a promise Oh, you suck at this Devil, he'll come for you, you'll never know when A thousand shattered hearts for safekeeping It's your fault, but you'll never realize that you're the one who's blaming the victim What makes your world so black and white Your psyche's dirty, you've got blood all on your hands The simplest thing is letting this shit go, watch it circle the drain But I can never keep a promise Oh, I suck at this Devil, he'll come for you, you'll never know when A thousand shattered hearts for safekeeping It's your fault, but you'll never realize that you're the one who's blaming the victim It's your fault, he'll come for you, it's your fault, it's your fault It's your fault
2.
Can't help but laugh at the fact that the ones I hated most were the ones who loved you When I'm surrounded by people who are like, twice my age Looking back after the fact I know now that concealer couldn't cover my pain And it sucks we were ruined by your vanity and vain Oh it's the summer of '19, it's a tragic teenage dream The summer of '19 clouded by your breaths of nicotine No cheating, but you lied And when you left I swear I died The summer of '19 I was the tender age of 16 I would have believed any fallacy you fed me Sometimes I gaze upon my memories and I wonder why it took so long to leave you Behind Oh it's the summer of '19, it's a tragic teenage dream The summer of '19 clouded by your breaths of nicotine No cheating, but you lied And when you left I swear I died The summer of '19 Saving wrists, stealing kisses in the back of the club If I could send a letter to my future self I'd tell her it will be okay I know you have regrets, but it's a learning experience A lesson in heartbreak Oh it's the summer of '19, it's a tragic teenage dream The summer of '19 clouded by your breaths of nicotine No cheating, but you lied And when you left I swear I died The summer of '19 Oh it's the summer of '19, it's a tragic teenage dream The summer of '19 clouded by your breaths of nicotine No cheating, but you lied And when you left I swear I died The summer of '19
3.
I wrote you a note last night, but I doubt you'll ever read it though Those who know me well know I barely meant it But I'm still picking up torn pieces from corners and hidden places I wrote you a note last night, but you read it and threw me away I pretend that everything is fine, won't let you see me cry Blinding lights, smudged makeup, and dizzying fights Every, every, everything Every, everything is fine I pretend that everything is fine won't let you see me cry I know you read the note I sent the one I signed with x's and bared my soul It's clear you didn't give a shit, the cards were never in my favor But I'm still picking up torn pieces You're haunting the empty spaces of my mind I pretend that everything is fine, won't let you see me cry Blinding lights, smudged makeup, and dizzying fights Every, every, everything Every, everything is fine I pretend that everything is fine won't let you see me cry It's kinda funny that you chose to leave me when you did after countless conversations of our future Yet even after the fact you come crawling back saying "I just can't let go of her" Oh you vex me, please release me Oh release me I pretend that everything is fine, won't let you see me cry Blinding lights, smudged makeup, and dizzying fights Every, every, everything Every, everything is fine I pretend that everything is fine won't let you see me cry
4.
Retrograde 03:45
The moon reminds me, solitary drives me; familiar but not welcome here She consults her book, unweaves your web of lies, black widow and deadly to touch What gives you the right to come back to my life like nothing ever happened Oh, what gives you the nerve, oh what gives you the nerve Mercury must be retrograde, 'cause I told you I needed space Maybe the moon is full tonight, these dreams keep getting in my way Sometimes it feels like resistance is futile, but trust me, release was worthwhile Oh, you may be gone, but your association lingers You may be gone, but you still weave your way into my thoughts Empty threats and pettiness, my mind is dressed in constant distress My feelings are veiled, my conscience is cloaked, my words are choked Right out of me Oh, what gives you the nerve, oh what gives you the nerve Mercury must be retrograde, 'cause I told you I needed space Maybe the moon is full tonight, these dreams keep getting in my way Sometimes it feels like resistance is futile, but trust me, release was worthwhile Oh, you may be gone, but your association lingers You may be gone, but you still weave your way into my thoughts Dreams consider disavowing love Forcing thoughts and trickery Intuition never lies, there's no surprise I'll see you in my dreams Goodnight to what it seems
5.
bleed 4 u 02:53
No forgiveness for that October Won't feel shameful or turn from grace I don't like you, verbatim, no perception spared Oh, I'm fading like some drowned out watercolors Their pigment lies in the hands of another These October skies lead to nothing but trouble You drew me in with lies, your world is a disguise You're in pain Your sickening vein I cut mine It bleeds for you I'm pretty when I cry, I'm struggling to make it through this night But do you care? Oh, I bleed for you Lacking, slacking a built-up inventory Of all the time the bullshit overwhelmed My hands no longer warm to the touch of another Damn these October skies, oh they're nothing but trouble You drew me in with lies, your world is a disguise You're in pain Your sickening vein I cut mine It bleeds for you I'm pretty when I cry, I'm struggling to make it through this night But do you care, oh, I bleed for you

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released October 26, 2021

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Lola Sage Montclair, New Jersey

Lola Sage is an alt-pop artist from Montclair NJ. Her debut single "Summer Of '19" showcases haunting melodies and an infectious hook over crunchy guitars, and hard-hitting drums, creating an addictive juxtaposition of sounds.

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